So long since i blogged... So many stuff to blog about... Like jer said, what's the use about blogging when those events happened so long time ago? Haha so i shall juz summarise some long time ago stuff...

Went out with Lilian for the pass week... She came to my house on sat to bai nian... We den went to novena to have sushi at Nihon Mura! 99cents! Woo hoo! Shared Cha Soba with Lilian... And had some other usuals.... Went job searching around that area... Found a few... Went job searching with her almost every day for a week but still no news until on wed she found one... Haha wish her all the best and hope she enjoy her new job! Sian now she working, can't meet her much le... Wahaha Lilian i go find you at your workplace ba! Wahaha~

Haha went to celebrate Fiona's birthday on Thursday night.. We met up early to buy jer's and Fio's present 1st... Wahaha we search in bugis, den went to Raffles... Everyone met up at around 8... Went Marina Square to have Jack's Place! The ambience there damn romantic, can bring girlfriend for dinner! Anyway i had a NZ Ribeye Steak... i ordered median rare.. The fatty parts, looks like those cut up bodies in the A&P videos... Haha~

After our meal we went out to walk walk at the Esplanade. We took lot's of pics! Wahahaha~ And we sang them a birthday song! And den, we saw a couple tongue fighting in the distance... Lol so dangerous! Err ok relax.. Anyway after that me, Jan, Shir and Zr took a cab home. We waited for almost 1.5 hours! After that we cannot take it, we dial a cab. The taxi uncle, we talked about those Singapore issues, he very the 激动! Haha~ Anyway we reached home quite late.




Worked today. And my uncle visited me... And we chatted.. He told me the tricks in doing business, which is really interesting... And he told me about know what you are doing in life. And at the end of everyday, think of wat you've done and what should you do next... I think, really, i need to go think about it. Thinking back, i've never knew why and what i've done. And most of the time leaving me regretting the decision i've made. 古人说：三思而后行. I've never used my brain when i do something. Even if i did 三思, it's most probably not with my brain.. Like driving a sports car down the road. The sceneries juz whizzes pass, and i didn't even notice the sign boards. When almost reaching my destination, i found out that the entrance is closed, and the alt route is at the highway behind me and i missed it cuz i didn't read the sign boards. The feeling of so far yet so near... Haiz~

Took a hard time for me to lose it, and now this feeling came back again.. Felt this feeling ever since Interaction Camp.. And i manage to lose it for a couple of weeks. Screwed something up. Or should i saw the something was actually never there? Maybe it was something i did, or something i did not do? I though it was a dream, and i was ready to toss my life out to pursue it, in the end, it was just a delusion. I should have guessed.

Results coming out! I already know mine though. Screwed so many stuff already at the start of the year, i know my results it's gonna be trash. Already killed by maths.

Suddenly everything I ever wanted has passed me by,
This world may end, not you and I.

Dionne Warwick
Heartbreaker

*have been D R E A M I N G here on9:14 am