Had weird dreams lately. More and more often. Dreamt of myself that i can't sleep. And was half-dreaming about myself sitting on the bed playing 围棋. And after i wake up i feel so awake. Although i'm still confused whether it's real or... a dream. Weird.

Hmm i've decided! To set out my priorities! After the stuffs that happen in year 1.. Although i'm still in year 1... Anyway!

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Priorities List

1) Concentrate in my lessons.
2) Crash every lesson to get in sync with everyone.

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100) Play computer games.
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Yay.

Anyway, at least i have motivation now. Something i have to work on. To catch up with everyone. Maybe i've tried too hard in the past. But. I'll try harder. Cause i know what i need to do now. I know what to expect. Or maybe I've expected it already. Haha~



Haiz.

*have been D R E A M I N G here on9:32 pm

Weird dream. Again. Dreamt that, my dad was a fisherman. And we were in those kind of abandon China houses. And he brought home a fish, with a face that resembles an elephant. Weird. And my family use their hands to peel open the fish to reveal the eggs of the fish. And they hold it up and say, wow, we can eat it for sashimi! And the peel the segments of the egg bag and put it on my hand, and they ate the rest. It's.. disgusting.

Gaahh i feel so crap now.. It just doesn't feel right. Just crap. Sick-ed. Nothing to blog anyway. So, bye.

*have been D R E A M I N G here on12:55 pm

If there is 3 things or people i can destroy or kill in this world, legally, i'll choose:

• Linda Tan
• SP Admin
• (i'll save this up)

Linda Tan will maintain highest priority.


Muahahahahhahahahahaha~!

No. Seriously.

*have been D R E A M I N G here on5:38 pm

Weird. Had a weird dream last night. 2 actually. 1st one. Dreamt that a cute little palm-sized furry kitten ran into my house. And then it asked me to hide it cause a hitman is trying to kill it. I tried hiding it in different places, roughly. Hahaha poor thing! And then i hid it outside the window. Err hahaha~ 2nd one not worth mentioning cuz, its really nonsense. Nonsensical. Hahaha~

Went to find Janet last night at Vivo. Hahaha she working there at the Cordlife event. Saw her colleagues, Haoquan, Fiona and Dave. Sarah came awhile later cuz she told us she working at the Daiso! Wow suprising haha~

Went Earl Swensen's for dinner. Me and Sarah juz ordered a drink cuz... we are so damn broke, seriously. Left earlier with Sarah to go Daiso get some snack cuz Janet and friends are still eating hahaha~ Grab some tidbits and sat on the green carpet grass to eat them.. Chat and eat haha~ And the weather is so damn fine yesterday. Minimal clouds, and the sunset is juz beautiful. Hahaha~

Anyway met up with Janet back at the event venue. They took some photos before we went off. Sian-ed-ed. Hahaha~

Anyway today! Nothing much today. Just rotting at home. Lousy weather. Cloudy skies. Super heated humid air. And i think i'm sick. Hahaha lousy.

*have been D R E A M I N G here on4:16 pm

Hmm if you have superpowers, what powers do you wish for? For me, i'll want to be a Time Space Shifter. Changing mistakes, changing history, change all the stuff i wan to change! And for the space shifting part, i've always wanted to go to Japan~!

Anyway there's nothing to blog for these few days.. Work for the past 3 days. Tiring. Nothing but irritating customers from some neighborhood countries.. They really have no shame! Look at the way they buy stuff and you'll know why.

Finally someone visited me during my work! Li wei visited! Hahaha~! And her friend Leslie! I've been begging (yes, begging!) people to visit me for the past 5 weeks and an un-beg-ged visitor came! Hahaha~! Had her taught me how to fold a crane, and i spent the rest of my work hours folding cranes. Hahaha wasted lots of paper! Anyway work is just tiring.

Went home with Kai Ming last night. He's working at the Singapore Fashion Festival fashion show.. Heard lots of interesting stuff from him.. Hahaha so long time never see him also... Ever since.. I dunno hahaha~ Anyway his work is so interesting! But i won't wan to work there though. Haha~!

Wooo Janet at Vivo City today~! For her Cordlife event! She's crazy i tell you, she's been working for the past... 7 days! Plus she'll be working for the next 5 days, Monday to Friday. Wow.. Next time i visit er, that will be in the asylum.. Hahahah~! Relax janet relax. Anyway going to visit her later for dinner. And she haven't visit me yet. *Erhem*

And where..er~~ Where...er~ Where is Khoo Boon Peng~? Last time i saw him was like... 2 weeks ago? No online, nth. Like he never existed. No cp trips also. Wow. Hope he's busy for the right stuff!

K nth to write actually. Juz to toss a bunch of stuff here to prevent my blog from stagnating. K, till next time! And anyone wan to go cp with me~? It's been weeks~ T-T

*have been D R E A M I N G here on2:40 pm

Worked for the pass few days.. Some unpleasant events though.. Shall not elaborate.. But i saw a super, duper cute Japanese girl when i was working! Cute cute and blur blur! Wa wan to go hug her! Err ok but that will be molesting. =x

Went Sentosa on Monday~! Met up with Li Ling at cp at 12.. Woo i'm not late! Met up with Winnie at 12.15 and we proceed to Vivo for the Sentosa Express ride.. Woo nice view they have! Stopped at Beach Station. We wanted to go to Palawan Beach, but ended up at Siloso cause we were confused between these 2 beaches haha~
Walked around the beach to explore abit and settled down after that. And i started building my sand sculptures! Wahaha i've always wanted to do that! Builded a shit sculpture with Li Ling! Hahaha so nice! And we wanted to build a Doraemon, ended up making a Teletubby! Hahahaa~! Played around in the water for awhile.. Before heading back up to change..

Woo it rained! Haha we waited for the tram inside the shelter. Went to Beach Station to transfer tram to Palawan Beach. And then a guy recognized my CLS t-shirt.. Haha he's from SP too! And same year as us hahaha~! Anyway we transfered the tram and reached Palawan in no time.

Went to take photos with a weird statue.. And i even kissed it hahaha~! Ate lunch at Koufu and went 7-eleven to buy stuff.. And.. I got a Doraemon Magnet~! Woo hoo~!

Ok ok i lazy to writ out everything actually... Wrtie abit more then let the photos and videos do the talking.. Hahaha~ Went up the Merlion cuz Li Ling saw her friend working there and she let us in! Hahha so paiseh, but we still continued on hahaha~ And we went to the Magical Fountain show.. Went to buy ice cream, and omg, i saw Nicholas! Hahahah gave him a nipple twist cuz i so excited to see him there~! And he gave us special price for ice-cream! But anyway his work, looks so like uncle selling ice-cream outside the temple. Hahaha~ Ok relax.. Ok.. Photos~!



















*have been D R E A M I N G here on8:47 pm

So long since i update. Shall start with a steamboat gathering with hei, bp and wei on Sunday.

Met up with Hei, bp and his gf at Compass Point. Then met up with wei and both of her friends at Marina Bay Station. Took a bus there and reach decided to eat at 镇发 steamboat. Started eating.. Eat.. Eat.. And.. Not really much talking.. It feels.. like camp! Everyone feels like strangers! And it's suppose to be a friends gathering.. Hahaha~ But anyway they have live prawns there. And we threw one in. And it kept jumping! After that no one dares to cook those prawns until they have half-rotted. Hahaha~Went arcade to play House of the Dead 4 with bp.. Our skills have really degraded cuz we haven't played for almost 6-7 months.. Hahaha~ Anyway i requested to go for star gazing.. Wahaha there were lots of stars at that time~ Started talking with everyone after that.. Saw a few nice constellations.. Quite a fun trip i guess...

Went swimming with wei and hei on the next morning... Didn't really swim.. Hahaha~ Just relaxing myself in the water.. Got sunburns as a result.. Hahaha~ Went Temasek Poly to have lunch, and went home after that to sleep.. Went dinner with jan, mad, johnny, zr, fio and jr later in the evening at 6.. Went to the Sky Park after the dinner and waddle in the water.. And they all ended up playing Dai-Dee in a middle of a small "island"... Anyway went home at around 9+...

Today.. Went Orchard with Lilian... To walk walk... Spent quite alot of time at Kinokuniya... Read books and all that stuff.. Very interesting... Den we went Takashimaya B2 to grab some stuff to eat.. And went Paragon's basement to buy some bread before we head for home.. A lovely day for a walk.. Haha~

Recently... Dunno why.. Don't feel like talking.. And even if i talk i can't continue a conversation.. Sometimes i'll have a period of 自闭-ing.. Dunno why also.. But anyway i'll have work tomorrow.. Till Sun before i get another 3 days off... Wee money~

*have been D R E A M I N G here on11:16 pm

Didn't blog yesterday... Cuz too tired hahaha~

Went to Novena with Lilian to eat the OrganiCafeXperience. Hahaha a very creative shop name.. Anyway we had some pretty nice dishes.. And its really nice! Baked brown rice with cod fish... Brown rice spaghetti with grilled chicken... Yum! After our meal, went walking around Square 2.... Went to find Janet after that since i'm so near to Orchard... Haha went home with her after that... She told me she got feel the shaking of the earthquake... Lol like everyone felt it except me~ Hahaha~


Went work today... Went quite early.. Den on the way... I saw Doraemon at Dhoby Ghaut Interchange!! Lol so cute~~ A lot of ppl stop by to take photos... Me too of course.. And like i'm the only one who approach it to take photo with it~ Wahaha so lucky!

Anyway got work today... Till 3+... After work went to find my cousin at the tea house.. Lol chatted for awhile... Den went of to find Li Ling at Kovan's Action Toys... Hahaha chatted for quite a long time since so long never see her..

And anyway here's the pic where i took with Doraemon.. The person who snapped this has really lousy aim.. I had to crop it to post on blog.. Hahaha~
And then when i was in taka's toilet, i realise that me in the pic.. Looks like Nobita! =_= cuz i was wearing a yellow polo tee, the one nobita always wore... Lol i was laughing to myself hahaha~Look alike right? Told u. Hahaha~~

Kkz going off to Compass Point... So long never go with bp le cuz he always busy... Kkz let's go steamboating again next time~~~ Err ok relax.

*have been D R E A M I N G here on7:12 pm

Wahaha went Vivo City with Li Ling and Xueting yesterday! So long never see them le haha~ Anyway as usual i was late. =x

Hahaha went Vivo shop shop walk walk! Vivo... Very beautiful! Especially the Sky Garden! Haha anyway we wandered around a saw a pet shop... Wa inside.. The pets so cute! Got dogs... Got hamsters... Got clinic.. And barber somemore! Hahaha~



After that we went to Food Republic for lunch, ate the famous Fried Hokkien Mee. Nice! The foodcourt.. Quite eerie.. Cuz, everything there so old fashion.. The music.. The decors.. Especially a row of doors above the stores... Like.. A row of toilet cubicals! Like anytime a torrent of shit is going to flush down or something.. Err ok its disgusting... Relax!

Went Toys 'r' us! The stuff there very interesting! Cuz, all those toys... So high tech! Robosapien and all that stuff... Hahaha~ Anyway when i was looking at some Magician's Kit.. Heard someone calling me a few time.. Den i turn my head... Lol saw Huimin and Vanessas! Both Vanessas! Yeo and Yeap! Hahaha~ Saw them another time.. Outside the Cinema.. Heard they watching Dreamgirls.. Hahaha~

Went to watch movie after that.. Watch Ghost Rider! A nice show! And the character BlackHeart... Very the different.. Hahah~ A very fast paced show.. But still nice! Hahah~

Went to Candy Empire to buy sweets! $3.80/100g i think.. And i bought 302g! Hahaha The sweets so damn nice! Next time buy for u all to eat! Wahaha~ Went home after that~ A fun day! But results coming out soon.. Sianz....

Went Sim Lim Square alone today.. Bought $50 worth of stuffs.. 50 DVD+Rs.. 50 CD-R.. A DVD+R DL... And a USB Vacuum! Hahaha~ Quite ex... But for so much stuff i guess its ok ba~ Went over to find Shirley.. Hahaha~ Den, wanted to go home with her but in the end she gotta work full last minute... Wasted! Went to sit outside Seiyu that is facing Parkview Square to eat stuff i bought from Old Chang Kee and Sweet Talks.. Though Jan will be there but found out that she's not~ Hahah~

Wanted to go home, but, started to rain! -_-" Chatted with Shir awhile and she insisted she wan to bring down an umbrella for me but i still able to reject her offer.. But anyway thanks shir! Hahaha went Compass Point walk walk... And saw Xue Ting! Hahaha She working over there... Chatted awhile.. Den went off~

Wa a few more hours to the release of results.. So scared! But abit excited also.. Cuz, i already know i screwed up my maths.. So actually not that bad! Hahaha Good Luck for everyone waiting for their results too!

*have been D R E A M I N G here on7:59 pm

Nth much today... Juz stayed at home. Wat else can i do?

Went tonning last night. Becuz i quarreled with my family. Dun wanna talk about it. Went to find bp. Met him at Fernvale Point. It's so far to walk from his house to over there! And quite scary also hahha cuz dun have lights... After a long walk met him and his family and we ate supper together... After that went up to his house.. To chat about some stuff.. Anyway i felt better after the chat! Haha and bp lend me his Hikaru no Go mangas and i went off at 3, after disturbing him for so long.. Thanks bp!

Went over to macdonald's to stay.. Ate some fries and read those mangas... Until Roy and Fen Rong saw me.. Haha went over to seat with them and chatted with them, and shared some handphone games... They went off after awhile too, and i read my stuff till 6+ den went off... Stood by the overhead bridge to wait for the sunrise, before i proceed home at around 8.... The sky in the morning... Its juz so beautiful.. Hahaha~

Cleared my head after the night... Thought out some stuffs after some advices from bp and his mom.. Hahaha i guess the tonning night isn't wasted. ;p

Slept for 1-2 hours, before i woke up.. Ask hei out to cp in the afternoon... And it's raining~ Anyway we walk around and had lunch before he went to my house... Did nth much also... Haha~ Anyway, thinking about wat i've done today, although i've done like nth, but i feel that it's not wasted... Haha at least i cleared by thoughts... Nth much to blog also. Until next time.

*have been D R E A M I N G here on7:32 pm

So long since i blogged... So many stuff to blog about... Like jer said, what's the use about blogging when those events happened so long time ago? Haha so i shall juz summarise some long time ago stuff...

Went out with Lilian for the pass week... She came to my house on sat to bai nian... We den went to novena to have sushi at Nihon Mura! 99cents! Woo hoo! Shared Cha Soba with Lilian... And had some other usuals.... Went job searching around that area... Found a few... Went job searching with her almost every day for a week but still no news until on wed she found one... Haha wish her all the best and hope she enjoy her new job! Sian now she working, can't meet her much le... Wahaha Lilian i go find you at your workplace ba! Wahaha~

Haha went to celebrate Fiona's birthday on Thursday night.. We met up early to buy jer's and Fio's present 1st... Wahaha we search in bugis, den went to Raffles... Everyone met up at around 8... Went Marina Square to have Jack's Place! The ambience there damn romantic, can bring girlfriend for dinner! Anyway i had a NZ Ribeye Steak... i ordered median rare.. The fatty parts, looks like those cut up bodies in the A&P videos... Haha~

After our meal we went out to walk walk at the Esplanade. We took lot's of pics! Wahahaha~ And we sang them a birthday song! And den, we saw a couple tongue fighting in the distance... Lol so dangerous! Err ok relax.. Anyway after that me, Jan, Shir and Zr took a cab home. We waited for almost 1.5 hours! After that we cannot take it, we dial a cab. The taxi uncle, we talked about those Singapore issues, he very the 激动! Haha~ Anyway we reached home quite late.




Worked today. And my uncle visited me... And we chatted.. He told me the tricks in doing business, which is really interesting... And he told me about know what you are doing in life. And at the end of everyday, think of wat you've done and what should you do next... I think, really, i need to go think about it. Thinking back, i've never knew why and what i've done. And most of the time leaving me regretting the decision i've made. 古人说：三思而后行. I've never used my brain when i do something. Even if i did 三思, it's most probably not with my brain.. Like driving a sports car down the road. The sceneries juz whizzes pass, and i didn't even notice the sign boards. When almost reaching my destination, i found out that the entrance is closed, and the alt route is at the highway behind me and i missed it cuz i didn't read the sign boards. The feeling of so far yet so near... Haiz~

Took a hard time for me to lose it, and now this feeling came back again.. Felt this feeling ever since Interaction Camp.. And i manage to lose it for a couple of weeks. Screwed something up. Or should i saw the something was actually never there? Maybe it was something i did, or something i did not do? I though it was a dream, and i was ready to toss my life out to pursue it, in the end, it was just a delusion. I should have guessed.

Results coming out! I already know mine though. Screwed so many stuff already at the start of the year, i know my results it's gonna be trash. Already killed by maths.

Suddenly everything I ever wanted has passed me by,
This world may end, not you and I.

Dionne Warwick
Heartbreaker

*have been D R E A M I N G here on9:14 am