Gaahh.. That's how i feel right now. You know what? I miss my maths exam today! And i'm gonna repeat this module cuz the remembered the timing wrongly. Huu-raayyy!

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I fucked up. The end for me.

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Nth really much to blog about. Studying at home lately becuz... Exams today!

I uploaded a video of the National Library lift. We took to the last floor and den came down. Wow it was fast! A Caucasian guy was in the same lift with us. He kept wow-ing. Den he turn to me and said,

Caucasian Guy: That's Quick!

Me: Yea.

Caucasian Guy: Whow! Impressed!

[Points to his ear.]

Caucasian Guy: I can feel it.

[Walks off]


Lol i was quite stunned cuz he suddenly turned to me. Hahaha~ But the lift was really fast! Nice thing they have!


*If you hear properly, you can hear our dialogue.



I didn't know this at 1st, until bp told me and i saw my friend's nick, 許瑋倫 died!?! Read from Wiki, that she was driving in her Mini Cooper with her assistant to the TV station to film some 8pm drama, den her car hit some divider, and she flew out. And was hit by an oncoming truck. Wow.. can't event think about it. So... scary... Having to crash into a divider was bad enough, and some bloody truck came in!?! Damn!

She died at 28 years old.

Rest in Peace.

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Didn't blog for so many days, update a few stuff few days back...

On Monday went Suki Sushi after lessons with Fio, Mad, Johnny, Nic, Jan, zr and jr! Whoa it's quite fantastic hahaha~ Went CineLeisure's Suki, ate quite alot. Ordered all sorts of sashimi and nigiri sushis. Kekeke satisfiying! ...Until we ordered some clamps. We were arguing whether its raw or baked, until i decided to try it, and... it's raw! After that i couldn't eat anymore, felt a bit sick in the stomach. Haha~ Anyway it's still a satisfying meal!


Went National Library to study on Tues. With bp! Studied quite much over there, cuz the environment is study-friendly. Nice scenery, quite, and almost everyone is reading or studying. Stressful place! Took some photos. And their elevator, damn shiok. Very fast! We took from the last floor to the 1st floor, like roller-coaster ride! Can feel the pressure rushing upwards into our brains! Hahaha~ Went Dhoby Ghaut to eat Carl's Jr.! Hahaha had the dunno what burger, and i upsized it to large! And free flow of drinks! Yum! And we walked around Plaza Singapura before we went home. Haha~ And i saw a webcam very interesting. When u go close it will stick ur face on the video with a funny pic! Hahahaha~


On wed went consultation. Flunked my maths retest. Slept abit at Elangovan's consultation. But overall, i had a really a bad mood. Didn't talk for the whole day. Even at home my mom talk to me i'll use only minimal words. Haha~

Today! Now! At National Library again! Hahaha ok i shall continue studying then!


(Post Edited. Reason: Photo removed.)

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Went to Orchard the day be4 with Jan and Jer. Nice trip. Ate Pepper Lunch. I spent a long time trying to write the feedback in Jap. Haahhaha~ Took a walk and meet up with others outside Orchard MRT.

Bought the stuffs and went to stroll around in Wheelock. I bought a rubber band gun from Capsule Station. Fio bought SIX Pooh keychains, all of the same design. Hahaha cuz she cant get the design she wanted. Hahaha wasted! Anyway we went to Far East after that. Went to bought some stuff, den went to Takashimaya's Crystal Jade to eat! Jer left early for work, so only me and Jan not really eating. I juz had some dessert. The food look so nice! Hahaha~ The Xiao Long Bao looks quite ugly, saggy skin all that, but when they eat, the soup spurt out. Wa! So nice!


Anyway, went TP's Jam n Hop yesterday. Didn't really blend in, cuz, everyone was dancing and getting so high when the bands played and sing, me bp and hei juz stood there to listen. Hahaha~ Liwei kept encouraging us to dance and i she failed. Kekeke! We went loitering around the school and ate some chicken spaghetti thingy. Den went back to the field. Wahaha den saw Shi Xin Hui! Videoed her performance. Not really a fan of hers, and she's not really pretty too. But she's quite pretty in person, and she has 舞台魅力. She really highed the crowd! Hahaha! And she dances and sings beautifully. Impressive!







Went loitering outside CP's 7-Eleven. Ate some instant noodles. Saw Xueting! Hahaha so long never see her she still looks the same! Ok maybe quite different with the hairstyle, but, still the same!(Ok wat the hell am i talking about.)

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Tiring today. Dunno why. But anyway, tiring.


Cleared of my constipation yesterday. Yay! No more bulging stomach, and now i'm back to eat more stuff cuz i ate only a bit during my constipation period. Haa!

Spend most of my time today and yesterday doing Tickle tests. Saw some results, which made me realise how true it is. Haha~

Your Subconscious Self

Andy, your subconscious mind is most preoccupied with issues around your work life.
On a conscious level, you might already be aware that something is troubling you, or eating up a lot of time when it comes to your work life. But it's also possible that thoughts and feelings about working have been preoccupying your subconscious mind — leaving you with nothing more than a general sense that things just don't feel 100% right in your life though you can't quite figure out why.

Oh this is quite right i guess. Although not work stuff, cuz, i hardly study or work. =_=

The Dream Interpretation Test

Andy, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Self-Reliance. You're dreaming about situations in which you don't feel ready to take full advantage of life's opportunities. This means that in some area of your life, you're searching for ways to better prepare and protect yourself on your road to success.

I dunno about this cuz, i'm not sure of my life too. Haha. But i definitely agree with the part of me not taking full advantage of life's opportunities. I hesitate too much i guess.

Your Gender Identity

Andy, you're 90% feminine. This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with women. You're also 10% masculine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with men. When we compare your results with other men it shows that you are somewhat more feminine than other men.

This result stunned me. I'm 90% feminine??? Oh shit i better do something about it. And i'm really not gay. I'm straight. Haha~

The Imagination Test

Andy, your imagination is fueled by a subconscious desire for Success. The stories in the deepest recesses of your imagination suggest that getting ahead in life is of great importance to you. They may also indicate that you have a strong desire to avoid life's obstacles and pitfalls—you will do whatever it takes to succeed. Your subconscious feeds your imagination. It is where your deepest thoughts and feelings are housed and it has great power over how you experience and interpret the world.

This is very true. I always dream of being successful. And i always fear that i won't. I even dreamt of myself being a useless man, while others are successful in their life or career.(The dream which i saw all of your futures, remember?)

What Are You Afraid Of?

Andy, you are most afraid of not belonging. Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about whether others will love and care for you than many people around you are? Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about being unneeded, unimportant, or even ostracized by those around you? If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of not belonging.

This... Is why i wrote my post yesterday. Cuz really, seeing the result of this test made me think a lot. It made me thought of stuff that happened, stuff that i observed. The result is really accurate, cuz, i'm really afraid to be lonely, to be left out and how people think about me and does people around me really cared. Ggaahh this seems stupid.


Ok enough of tests. Off to study my A&P.

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Eff You See Kay - Phark. I flunked 2 tests today. Phark.


Friends. Haiz. I have lots of them. But, juz doesn't feel right.

I once read from somewhere that, friends are people who passes by your life, never with you forever. They help you complete part of your purpose in life, so that you can move on. Some friends are juz "hi-bye" friends, while others moves you on. Only a very small chance a few may follow you till the rest of your life.

Yea i have lots of friends. But... they... Haizz... A feeling of "so-near-yet-so-far". I can say i know them well, but, maybe i really don't. Yea i have a few buddies i know really well. But we dun really meet everyday also. The friends i met everyday now feels like... strangers. When i see them everyday, i dun know wat to say to them. They'll juz chat happily, laughing all the way. But, half the time, i dun even know what they are chatting or laughing about. I'll juz keep quite, watch by the sidelines and play with my wife(my N70). Juz feel.. so lonely, yet there are so many friends around me. Dunno what's wrong with me. Damn.

Maybe i can juz speak some rubbish sometimes, to connect back. Although i think its not going to work, it's worth a try. Maybe this happens cuz, i hanging out with friends of opp sex, when they do "girl talk", some stuff men weren't suppose to understand. Whatever.

Did some Tickle test today. To summarize, it says i'm dreaming to be self-reliable, unable to make up my mine and... i'm feminine. Wow. I'm a boy-girl.

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Stress. Insane. Sorrow. Breakdown. Damn.


I'm so fortunate. Really. After seeing so many people at the verge of breakdown due to school work, relationships and family problems, I'm so fortunate. All the problems i have, are childish, stupid, insensitive stuffs, when compared to theirs. Shit me.

Really wan to help them, but, an outsider probably can't do much. Couple fights, family quarrels. But looking at them really makes me wanna help.

Damn.

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So many thing to blog about, juz no feel to blog them. Hah!


Anyway on Monday evening when i went compasspoint, saw 2 brothers fighting each other. Both are quite little, maybe primary 4 for the big bro and pri 1 for the small bro. The big bro scolded the lil bro, and he started crying. The big bro den shouting at him to 'shut up', den grab his mouth and start pushing him backwards, without realise he's going to kill him. Ppl started crowding when the big bro pushed the kid so hard that he's bending backwards, face turning purple. He only stopped until one aunty shouted, "If you keep doing this he cannot breathe!". Damn i could have stopped them, juz too timid to do so. The boy could have died. Damn me.

The day be4, went to Moberly to watch My Sassy Girl, which Jan brought. I love that show, the only Korean movie i've ever find nice and worth countless rewatching. Haha~ Watched that for 4-5 times already i think. Keke~ After sch, went home with Shir, Jan, Fio, Nic and Sar. Saw a kid doing some weird things. She was playing some pellets and when one rolled to me and i picked up to give her, she stared at me with her hands stretch out, as if demanding me to give that back to her or she's going to kill me. Den shir kept staring at the kid, and the kid kept staring back. Dangerous! Den she started loading tic-tacs instead of the pellets into her toy gun, and i also dunno how to say, here's the pic:





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Woo School starting tml! And i rotted for 3 weeks at home without touching books! Wee! Ok i'll start studying tonight. I dunno what test is coming soon, so i guess i study the 1st exam subject, AP Chem~ Woohoo~

And i think i wasted alot of time at home, mostly on gaming. I've downloaded 11 ½ PC games and played only 9. Hahaha I've finish using my hard drive space already! Hahahahaha~ Ok i'm deleting them, reinstalling them after 7th Feb! Wakekekekeke~

Ok nth actually juz droppping by. See all of you in sch tml!

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Lazy to blog cuz rotting too much... Hahaha~ After Janet's reminder and browsing through my photo collection, i found out that i have so many things to blog! Haha~


Waha~ Went SteamBoating, with Jan, Fio, Nic, Jr, Mad and John. Keke reached at about 4.10pm, cuz i alighted at the wrong stop, and some stupid jam at Geylang. Haha anyway we wanted to go Icon to steamboat, but went 天天火锅 in the end. Hmmm the food there not bad, i eat until quite full, but not really full. Hahaha~ They ordered some weird Pig Kidney. Oh hell i tried 1, it tasted like *shit*. Really! *Shit* flavoured kidneys! Hahaha~ And johnny kept eating watermelons! Hahhaha and mad kept stopping him hahha~ I filmed it down, but mad deleted it. Wasted! And i think we overboiled the tom-yam soup. Cuz it became really goey and cant even penetrate the holed-ladle! Did a video shoot on it. Enjoy.



Went wandering around in Bugis. Saw quite alot of stuff den went home. Lol Mad, john, jan and me decided to take bus 80 home. We waited for very very long and den jan suggested taking bus 133. When we walked to the next bus stop to take 133, 2 bus 80 went pass us. Wasted! We took to boon keng and transfered to the mrt. Haha~ What a trip!


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Can't update for the past few days cuz tooo lag hahha~

Went working on Sat and Sun. Full shift hahaha~ Something irritating happened during my work. Some irritating family from Indonesia, letting their kids run wild outside my shop. Their kids were playing with the extended arm toy, and the 2 little kids were pinching an older kid. They were screaming and shouting, and waving that toy dangerously, almost poking it into an eye of an old Japanese guy. They were weaving through the crowds and bumping into ppl. Worst of all, their parents are watching them play! And not even disciplining them! Shameless ppl.

Above: The Shameless Noisy Uncontrollable kids with Mom(Grey), and Granny(Blue)


Went out with Li Lian after my work on Sunday to Countdown! Bp went pooling with friends, and Li Lian was stoning at home, den we decided to meet up hahaha~ Met up at Novena Mrt. I got there 1st and got lost cuz i went to search for a toilet. Hahaha den a cockroach led me back hahaha~
Strolled around United Square after meeting up. Chatted alot too. We settled down at the 1st level and took pictures haha. We counted down with the people outside the Swensons cuz they were screaming loudly hahaha~ We went back to Novena Square and settled at the Haagen Daaz to chat. Went back home at 1.
Hahaha went online and found out that bp and hei are on their way to KaiMing's hse... at 3! They really crazy... Heard they went home at 7am. Wa heng never go, but felt abit wasted also. Keke.

Wahaha going to Kinokuniya alone later cuz heard from bp got sales! Wahaha i going there to buy [Welcome to NHK] mangas kekeke. Bp chionging report, cannot go with me. Met up with LiLian, but she have something on last minute. Wahaha nvm got discount can le wahahahahaha~

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