Tiring today. Dunno why. But anyway, tiring.


Cleared of my constipation yesterday. Yay! No more bulging stomach, and now i'm back to eat more stuff cuz i ate only a bit during my constipation period. Haa!

Spend most of my time today and yesterday doing Tickle tests. Saw some results, which made me realise how true it is. Haha~

Your Subconscious Self

Andy, your subconscious mind is most preoccupied with issues around your work life.
On a conscious level, you might already be aware that something is troubling you, or eating up a lot of time when it comes to your work life. But it's also possible that thoughts and feelings about working have been preoccupying your subconscious mind — leaving you with nothing more than a general sense that things just don't feel 100% right in your life though you can't quite figure out why.

Oh this is quite right i guess. Although not work stuff, cuz, i hardly study or work. =_=

The Dream Interpretation Test

Andy, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Self-Reliance. You're dreaming about situations in which you don't feel ready to take full advantage of life's opportunities. This means that in some area of your life, you're searching for ways to better prepare and protect yourself on your road to success.

I dunno about this cuz, i'm not sure of my life too. Haha. But i definitely agree with the part of me not taking full advantage of life's opportunities. I hesitate too much i guess.

Your Gender Identity

Andy, you're 90% feminine. This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with women. You're also 10% masculine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with men. When we compare your results with other men it shows that you are somewhat more feminine than other men.

This result stunned me. I'm 90% feminine??? Oh shit i better do something about it. And i'm really not gay. I'm straight. Haha~

The Imagination Test

Andy, your imagination is fueled by a subconscious desire for Success. The stories in the deepest recesses of your imagination suggest that getting ahead in life is of great importance to you. They may also indicate that you have a strong desire to avoid life's obstacles and pitfalls—you will do whatever it takes to succeed. Your subconscious feeds your imagination. It is where your deepest thoughts and feelings are housed and it has great power over how you experience and interpret the world.

This is very true. I always dream of being successful. And i always fear that i won't. I even dreamt of myself being a useless man, while others are successful in their life or career.(The dream which i saw all of your futures, remember?)

What Are You Afraid Of?

Andy, you are most afraid of not belonging. Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about whether others will love and care for you than many people around you are? Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about being unneeded, unimportant, or even ostracized by those around you? If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of not belonging.

This... Is why i wrote my post yesterday. Cuz really, seeing the result of this test made me think a lot. It made me thought of stuff that happened, stuff that i observed. The result is really accurate, cuz, i'm really afraid to be lonely, to be left out and how people think about me and does people around me really cared. Ggaahh this seems stupid.


Ok enough of tests. Off to study my A&P.

*have been D R E A M I N G here on7:56 pm