Feel so weird today after i woke up in the morning... Had a very... erm.. sad dream.

I dreamt myself on some holiday resort. Alone. There were a stretch of short, sandy coloured buildings with shops surrounding a large ocean like pool, with the ground looking like a beach. I was wandering aimlessly around the shops when suddenly i came across a single similar building behind the stretch of buildings.

I started walking on that direction. On the way there, i saw bp and hei, both became quite muscular and well shaven. They were in beach pants but when i went over to say hello to them, they seems to ignore me. I was quite angry. Best friends for so many years, they ignored me juz like that! I continued my way up to the building. The building has a very nice green lawn, with BBQ pit and some wooden tables and chairs.

When i went closer, i saw there were people BBQ-ing. It was Janet and her family, Johnny, Jeremy and Shir! And they seems to have... grown older! Janet had grown a bit taller and not that skinny anymore. Her face looks more mature and her hair has become a bit shorter and abit more curlier, a large curl the top but smaller curls towards the end, she's still wearing specs. Violet has quite a long hair and she too has grown a bit more thickness(i know its a weird word to use) and she looks taller too. I almost couldn't reconise Shandy. Cuz she has grown taller and prettier and her shoulder length hair is very straight and her fringe is straight too. And her dad, more white hair, and he looks abit like the dad in the bank commercial, where the son bought him a bike. Yea that one. I couldn't see her mom anywhere, i guess she's inside the building preparing the BBQ food.

Johnny changed alot too. He looked very successful. Nicely combed hair with a side parting, with specs and he's in a light blue long sleeves and a black tie. Jeremy stills looks the same, except with curlier hair and a bit hair on the face. And he looks taller. Shir, looks significantly older, with specs. I think she became a business woman or something, with specs and nice neckless, although she's in casual.

I went over and said hi to them. No one responded to me. They were very happy, with Janet asking them to go over behind the table to take a picture, she went over too, den i took out my digital camera. Wait... I'm the camera man? They were juz posting, with no people asking me to take quickly. I dropped my camera and sprinted off, back to the stretch of buildings and to the toilet. I started splashing my face with water. And i looked up to the mirror. Yes i did changed too. My face was old and unshaven, and i was wearing old clothes. My overall was quite dirty too.
I cried in front of the mirror. I quickly ran out to find them. I took a com chair with wheels and tot it will be faster. But i seems to have gotten lost. I woked up.

Yes there were a few people missing in my dream. Sarah, ZiRong, JunRong, Madeline, Fiona and Nicholas. Dunno why also. Maybe they were too busy to attend the BBQ gathering?

I really hope this dream dun depict the future. I really dun wan to be a useless person. I guess i'm gonna really work hard from now on. And seriously i didn't make up the description of u all. I wrote what i saw.

Kkz gotta go for the ADD help out! Bye!

*have been D R E A M I N G here on10:26 am